Bury all your secrets in my skin

Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins

The air around me still feels like a cage

And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again

So if you love me let me go

And run away before I know

My heart is just too dark to care

I cant destroy what isnt there

Deliver me into my fate

If Im alone I cannot hate

I dont deserve to have you

Ooh, my smile was taken long ago

If I can change I hope I never know

I still press your letters to my lips

And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss

I couldnt face a life without your lights

But all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight

So save your breath, I will not care

I think I made it very clear

You couldnt hate enough to love

Is that supposed to be enough?

I only wish you werent my friend

Then I could hurt you in the end

I never claimed to be a saint

Ooh, my own was banished long ago

It took the death of hope to let you go

So break yourself against my stones

And spit your pity in my soul

You never needed any help

You sold me out to save yourself

And I wont listen to your shame

You ran away, youre all the same

Angels lie to keep control

Ooh, my love was punished long ago

If you still care dont ever let me know

If you still care dont ever let me know

Mad Girl's Love Song"

I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;

I lift my lids and all is born again.

(I think I made you up inside my head.)

The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,

And arbitrary blackness gallops in:

I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed

And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.

(I think I made you up inside my head.)

God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade:

Exit seraphim and Satan's men:

I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I fancied you'd return the way you said,
But I grow old and I forget your name.

(I think I made you up inside my head.)

I should have loved a thunderbird instead;

At least when spring comes they roar back again.

I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

(I think I made you up inside my head.)"

-Sylvia Plath

Lately I've been going back to my own writing due to

a school project we had to do, it was about poetry and such.

I must admit that iIm not a big fan of poetry but lately

I've been reding some good poem which have inspired me to

write some of my own. I must say that i really enjoy reading Emily Dickinson's peoms.

there's something about her poems that just-interest me me , I guess you can say.

She has deep thoughts and meanings behind evey line her poems. The peom above i grew to like, at first i thoght it was a vey dumb poem but reading over it, made me like it.

Well for now I believe that is all, I think i will be hitting up a Borders

or a Barnes & Noble pretty soon to get ma hands on a poetry book or just any good book for that matter! To end this, a poem I really like since the first time i heard it (:

Because I could not stop for Death

Because I could not stop for Death,

He kindly stopped for me;

The carriage held but just ourselves

And Immortality.

We slowly drove, he knew no haste,

And I had put away

My labour, and my leisure too,

For his civility.

We passed the school where children played,

Their lessons scarcely done;

We passed the fields of gazing grain,

We passed the setting sun.

We paused before a house that seemed

A swelling of the ground;

The roof was scarcely visible,

The cornice but a mound.

Since then 'tis centuries; but each

Feels shorter than the dayI first surmised the horses' heads

Were toward eternity.

-Emily Dickinson

La la la la

So I have not blogged in quiet sum time because
I didn't have anything to blog about!
Well I had some ideas on what to put but got lazy, as always(:
I'm bored right now so I'll just put up some
random pics of well random things and stuff.
That's basically all for now.
Hopefully I'll come up with something better to blog about!




Every picture tells a different story. . .









































































































































































I was feeling sad
Can't help looking back
Highways flew by
Run, run, run away
No sense of time
Want you to stay
Want keep you inside
Run, run, run away
Lost, lost, lost my mind
Want you to stay
Want you to be my prize. . .

Wow an EMO! Dude ur so HARDCORE!!!


















Hmmm I dont know where to start about this "emo" "punk" "hardcore" thing!. Well let me just start by saying this "phase" has become very overrated!!!





I'm tired, well rather annoyed that so many kids now days are going "emo" or whatever the crap u want to call it! It's the same thing! Okay well maybe it's not and some may get offended but whatever if I cared about what anyone thought I'd ask!!!



Anyway, I hear so many times especially recently, many kids who did not used to dress all "emo-ish" are going "emo" and what I find to be funny is that they believe to be "hardcore". It's stupidity to an unknown level!!! haha.I ask a lot of kids (it's the word I use) what kind of music they listen to when they're banging their heads like if they were on pot, listening to their !pod. Most of the responses are hilarious, well to me. I would except them to hear some good hardcore music, most of the time I'm disappointed, I get these responses:

• My Chemical Romance
• 30Sec to Mars
• All American Rejects
• Greenday
• Death Cab for Cutie
• Plain White Ts
• Panic At The Disco
• Avril Lavigne?
• All Time Low
• Fall Out Boy
• Tokio Hotel
• Bowling For Soup
• Click Five
• Good Charlotte
• Korn
• AFI
• Boys Like Girls
• Simple Plan
• Weezer
• Paramore
• The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Believe me there are way more but I'm too lazy to name them all. By no means am I trying to disrespect any of these bands/artist. I listen to some every once in a while, however i dont go runnin around sayin I'm hardcore because I listen to these bands. I consider these to not be "hardcore" or even "emo" they're more like little lame bands that try too hard to be hardcore.

In My opinion, if you want to listen to "good xc music" try changing those bands and listen to these:

• August Burns Red



• As I lay Dying



• Iron Maiden



• Megadeath



• Meatlica



• Alice in Chains



• Suicidal Tendencies



• Sucide Silience



• Overkill



• Rage Against the Machine



• System of A Down



• Avenged Sevenfold



• Escape The Fate



• Rise Against



• The Used (old stuff was good)



• The Bravery (ehh)



• Killers (old stuff)



• Foo fighters (old stuff)



• Linkin Park (old stuff)

There are numerous amount of bands that are really good to listen to. These here are just a few of what I find to be hardcore/good bands haha. I know some will not agree with me and that's okay. I just do not think that the 1st list has bands that should be considered "hardcore" more like Pansy-laame emo hardcore wannabe bands!!! (:

I decided to poke a liddo fun at this "emo" phase & went all emo well kind of.
Couldn't find my other emo pics! haha

.....

Girl, Interrupted



Have you ever confused a dream with life?
Or stolen something when you have the cash?
Have you ever been blue?
Or thought your train moving while sitting still?
Maybe I was just crazy.
Maybe it was the 60's.
Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.








All I can sat about this movie is that it's amazing! The movie is based on a book that's well based on a true story. Although I have not read the book I hear it's really good. So it's a must read for me. The first time i watched this movie I didn't quite understand it because I say it from the middle of the movie. The second time around was better! I loved it! I have already watched it numerous times & don't get bored. If anything I like saying the lines that the characters say because I know most of them! Anyhow, this movie is about an 18 year old teen named Susanna (played by Winona Ryder) who has to stay in mental institution I think it's called because oh her attempt to commit suicide. She is diagnosed with borderline personality disorder. There she meets these new people who each suffer from different types of mental illnesses. I absolutely LOVED Angelina Jolie's portrayal of Lisa, it was amazing! So yea, if you want to see a good movie or read a good book I recommend watching this flick and/or reading the book (:

Here is one of my favorite lines in the movie that happens between Lisa & Susanna. Oh there's a whole lot of cursing in the movie :( lol


Lisa: You know, there's too many buttons in the world. There's too many buttons and they're just- There's way too many just begging to be pressed,they're just begging to be pressed,you know? They're just - they're just begging to be pressed, and it makes me wonder, it really makes me fucking wonder, why doesn't anyone ever press mine? Why am I so neglected? Why doesn't anyone reach in and rip out the truth and tell me that I'm a fucking whore, or that my parents wish I were dead?

Susanna: Because you're dead already, Lisa! No one cares if you die, Lisa because you're dead already. Your heart is cold. That's why you keep coming back here. You're not free. You need this place, you need it to feel alive. It's pathetic.

Lisa: [falls down to her knees and screams]

Susanna: I've wasted a year of my life. Maybe everyone out there is a liar. And maybe the whole world is "stupid" and "ignorant" but I'd rather be in it. I'd rather be fucking in it than down here with you.

Wintergirls


“Dead girl walking,” the boys say in the halls.
“Tell us your secret,” the girls whisper, one toilet to another.
I am that girl.I am the space between my thighs,
daylight shining through.
I am the bones they want, wired on a porcelain frame.








All I can say is this book is a must read!!!! I was hooked on it
since the beginning. Although it took me a couple of trips to the
bookstore to finish reading the book it was worth it. I could
not put this book down, it's too deeng good! Haha. Wintergirls
is a novel about an anorexic teenage girl or "young adult" who's
best friend recently died. She struggles with herself, with food,
her family, the ghost of her dead friend, and just life in general.
I know it may seem like a usual teenage book, it's not.
There is so much more to the writing that's on each page and
I hope that other readers will be able to capture that and be able
to enjoy this book as much as I did. ^_^

ISA TKM

Yup yup, this is an awesum spanish soap opera from Venezuela.I was flipping through the channels like I usually do and came across this show.At first I thought it was dumb but there was nothing else on t.v so I forced myself to watch it. Haha I should have gone for a well needed jog instead! Anyhow I after watching like two episodes of this soap opera I started to
like it. Now I'm addicted to this! Seriously, I wake up in the mid of the afternoon and just watch it. At times there is some really bad acting and
cheesy remarks but it's enjoyable. This novela how I call it or whatever is basically a story of a young teenage high school girl who tries to find her first real love. I know it sounds like yucky and the same as other novelas but I don't think so. There's a lot more to it! All in all I think it's a great show to watch so try it!!!!! *do it nowwwww! haha
p.s I just realized that TKM stands for "te quiero mucho" =I like or love you a lot!
haha I know I'm kind of slow!!! (:

JOE, THE CUTE FUNNY ONE

I find this pic of Joe to

be really cute and intersting.

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It looks different but obviously

because he's grown up.

It's cute tho! Haha kind of reminds me

of a little munchkin!

I found these other pics of Joe & was kind of "wowed" when I saw them from instyle.com.

He went from munchkin looking, tight-jean wearing "rockstar", to this?

Hmm I don't really know how to explain this picture haha.

I think I was all late in finding out that him and Camille?, not sure how

to spell her name but anyways that they broke up. Everyone was talking about it and I just

found out about an hour ago! Well I do not know what to say about that, hmmm

he should take a break and be single for a while. Then, in time, we will go out! Haha(:

Taylor!!!

Maybe it's just me & millions
of other teenage girl fans who think
he's gorgeous! Haha yea he is (:
Too bad he got back with his gf.
Whatever in time he'll realize we're meant to
be! Hahaha yes, yes he will (:

Anyway I'm still thinking if I should
read the other Twilight books.
I have only read the 1st book & liked it
so yea I'm still not sure if i should just read
the rest I mean I already know how the saga ends
but just want to keep the ending of the 1st book
in my head is all.

Into The Wild

"I now walk into the wild"-Alex

When I first read this I didn't quite

understand what he meant with this. I know

it's like straight out "into the wild" duh!

Somehow I was not sure. Now I think I get it, or

maybe it is as simple as just walking into the wild. I'm not sure I have a problem with over analyzing things and getting in too deep when it comes to books.

Anyhow, this book is amazing! At first I was too lazy to start reading it because I thought it

was going to be a boring book about a dumb guy and the wilderness. I was completely off.

Although most would agree that Chis a.k.a Alex was dumb and this book is about the wilderness, I don't quite agree with that. This book is about a young man named Chris who was in search of something and thought he'd find it in nature. I'm probably not making any sense right now but

just go read this book!! It's just an overall amazing book (: